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It's been awhile... [21 Feb 2007|12:37am]
[ mood | crappy ]

It has been quite some time my friends. I suppose I could give you all some bullshit story about how I just haven't had time to update my livejournal. But, that would be untrue. The idea of posting my ideas, my thoughts, my fears, and my daily live on a website that I know multiple people read, has lost its appeal. Then again, talking to most people has lost its appeal these days.

So, here's my update:

My mom is now in a rehab facility in Florence. She's doing much better, thanks to the prayers of lots of people. She is still facing a lot of challenges in her future. But, she's made great progress and I'm very thankful for that.

My Dad took two chemo sessions in Florence and then went to Birmingham. They told him that the chemo had significantly reduced the size of his tumor. (For those of you who don't know, my dad was diagnosed with throat/vocal cord cancer right before my mom had her stroke.) Next week, he starts a rigorous regime of chemo and radiation, every day for seven weeks. After that, assuming that it's still successful, he will be done.

I've postponed my graduation until the August 07 degree term. It just wasn't worth stressing myself out to get a degree in May. Also, I'm not going to walk. But, I'll be in Florence and Lexington with a little extra time at the beginning of May to see people.

Other than these things, my life has been quite boring. I go to work. I go to school. I see a handful of people. I fight with one in particular a lot. But, that's going to be over soon enough, thank god.

I'm ready for Spring Break. I'm ready to stop worrying about school. I'm ready to dye my hair and cut it all off like Brittany Spears. (Yeah, okay, or not.)

Anyways, like I'm done. Time to go be a drunk for the third time today.

May the road rise to meet you all. And may peace find you.

My Mom [08 Nov 2006|01:04am]
[ mood | depressed ]

On Tuesday, November 7th, my mom suffered a massive stroke.

She's comfortable. She's suffered major permanant damage on the right side of her brain.

Until further notice, I'm in Alabama.

Pray for me. Pray for her.

Go call your mom and tell her you love her.

My peeps in Lexington [10 Jul 2006|11:46am]
[ mood | determined ]

Tonight! At Starbucks on Nicholasville Road (right next to Priscillas) there will be free drinks, free food, and games from 6-8 pm.

EVERYONE COME ON OUT!

-A

Blurry Times [09 Jun 2006|03:20am]
[ mood | cold ]

So, I found out today (6/8) that my mom has leukemia. It's been a really hard day for me, but my friends have really pulled it through for me and I think half the time I cried, I cried because I understood what it was like to have people there for me in a really difficult time.

My mom starts chemo treatments tomorrow at UAB. I've withdrawn from school for the summer, and I'll be in Florence starting Friday.

Keep my family in your thoughts, please.


-I hope everyone else is well.

Bright-eyed and bushy tailed. [03 Jun 2006|06:59pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

They say this look
comes with happiness.
But the mirror breaks
when my eyes graze it.
How much longer will
eternity last?

How can I
gauge success and failure?
If i've done both
with grace and attitude.
And thought too much
over the consequences from both.

They told me this was
a semi-permanant feeling.
A stage that
would leave me be.
But, I'm still feeling it
ten years later,
and the answer is
always just out of reach.

So I ask myself,
How will I be remembered?
And I don't like the answers that I've found.
My identity has been lost
in a mirage of contradictions
and feelings that overwhelmed
my feeble mind.

So, take this baggage
and leave me.
And hope we
meet again one day.
Because neither of us
know who we are now.
And things, my friends,
things always change.

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah. I'm sick and I know it. [27 May 2006|03:37am]
[ mood | pissed off ]





What type of Fae are you?



In a Past Life...

You Were: A Kind Jester.

Where You Lived: Chile.

How You Died: Typhoid fever.




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Your darkest secret is:
You actually couldn't find Waldo



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You will go to jail for:
Because you lost your belt and your pants fell down in front of a group of grade three�s



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Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.

Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush



<td align="center">Your Pornstar Name is:
Kitty Vanity




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More, more, MORE. [25 May 2006|11:26am]
[ mood | cold ]

My 21 Firsts:

1. Who was your first prom date?
Andrew

2. Who was your first roommate?
Somebody in Texas....Then came Frances and Kate at Michigan

3. What alcoholic beverage did you first drink?
Whiskey at 12.

4. What was your first job?
Blazer Cafeteria.

5. What was your first car?
1984 Maxima Stationwagon

6. When did you go to your first funeral?
Grandfather at 14

7. What was your first broken bone?
my wrist at 9

8.Who was your first grade teacher?
Mrs. Lumpkins.

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Pittsburgh

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Lacey maybe?


11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? Stacey Green and no.

12. Where was your first sleepover? Oh shit. I can't remember.

13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Rox


14. Who's wedding were you in the first time?
One of my cousin's.

15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
Turn off the alarm and check USA Today

16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
Fuel and Sister Hazel

17. First tattoo or piercing? My ears I guess.

18. First celebrity crush? Jean Claude Van Damme


19. Age of first real kiss?
13-14

20. First crush? Ryan Orrick.


21. First TRUE love? No bloody comment. STOP FREAKING ASKING.

Quizes [25 May 2006|11:22am]
[ mood | dorky ]

So, I have double pnuemonia. I'm in for the rest of the day and I'm taking some quizes!

Grad Year: 2002

1. Who was your best friend(s)? Eva, Jessica, Lacey, Aimee, bunches of people in different states than I was...

2. What sports did you play? I played tennis. And then there was debate and band.

3. What kind of car did you drive? started out with a 1984 Maxima Stationwagon then went to a 98 Altima

4. It's Friday night, where were you? Probably drinking or in another state debating (and then drinking.)

5. Were you a party animal? Yep

6. Were you in the "In Crowd"? Hell no.

7. Ever skip school? Constantly.

8. Ever smoke? Yep

9. Were you a nerd? Sometimes.

10. Did you get suspended/expelled? twice.

11. Can you sing the alma mater? Hell no

12. Who was your favorite teacher? Mr. Key, Mrs. Tur-South, Dr. B

13. Favorite class? English, Debate, Band.

14. What was your schools full name? Mars Hill Bible School

15. School mascott? Panthers

16. Did you go to Prom? I went to Jr/Sr

17. If you could go back and do it over, would you? Maybe. With a different date.

18. What do you remember most about graduation? Crying. Looking pretty in my white dress...

19. Favorite memory of your Senior Year? Debate camp, playing at Carnegie Hall, and getting my college acceptabnce letters.

20. Were you ever posted up on the senior wall? What wall?

21. Did you have a job your senior year? Yeah--Debate and Band.

22. Who did you date? No comment.

23. Where did you go most often for lunch? The cafeteria?

24. Have you gained weight since then? Yep. And lost it.

25. What did you do after graduation? Had a party.

26. Is there someone that you have lost contact with that you would love to talk/see again? Sure. But there are more people I would rather eat glass than see again.

Movies. Man, I am addicted. [10 May 2006|08:37pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

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my thoughts...sort of. [04 May 2006|04:15pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

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This is for you, 2000 miles away. Knowing you will never read it. [03 May 2006|04:33am]
[ mood | melancholy ]

I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before, and I don't care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that hurts me. But God, I just, I couldn't allow another day to go by without just getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And, you know, I'll accept that. But I know... I know that some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, then that means you feel something too. All I ask, please, is that you just, you just not dismiss that - and try to dwell in it for just ten seconds. Alyssa, there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who has ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you, and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it is there between you and me. You can't deny that. Even if, you know, even if we never talk again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me, which - while I do appreciate it - I'd never need a painting of birds bought at a diner to remind me of.



God, I love this quote.

One day I might have something to say [11 Apr 2006|03:03am]
[ mood | determined ]


You fit in with:
Spiritualism



Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.


40% spiritual.
40% reason-oriented.





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I'm so awesome [07 Apr 2006|12:26am]
[ mood | amused ]


Audrey Pills:



Will cause you to get a song stuck in your head for over a day


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My first said I caused a craving for Thai food. Now that was funny.

All is well in Audrey land. School sucks, i'm still sick, and I've been a movie watching fiend this last week.

A sign of the ages [30 Mar 2006|04:04pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I never have much to say anymore. I do, but I've kept it bottled inside.

For all of you who hurt, suffer, ache, and cry, I can only lend you my heart and my shoulders.

I watched another one of my friends drive away today, into the misty grey fog that covers the bluegrass. What does it all mean? Is seperation inevitable?

Do not think that I don't know and don't think I don't hate you for it.

I love you. I wish I could change the past, make the present better for you, and help you shape and reconstruct your future.

I am very sick. Nyquil is more prominent in my blood than red blood cells.

I'm going to be out of comission for awhile.

Remember, I will always love you.

For you:
“Friendship is a comforting smile, A familiar voice that warms the heart, and the freedom to be the person God intended.”
“Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.”

Sittin on the dock of a bay... [21 Mar 2006|04:00pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

You scored as The Dragon. Ancient, chaotic, and a bit mysterious is the Dragon figure. Awakened from your happy slumber upon a pile of gold, you go about the country slaying its occupants. Beowulf manages to kill you, but not before you ensure his death. Congrats.

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The Dragon

83%

Beowulf

75%

Wiglaf

75%

Hrothgar

75%

Wealhtheow

67%

Grendel's Mother

58%

Grendel

25%

If You Were in Beowulf...
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[07 Mar 2006|10:27am]
[ mood | devious ]


Your Linguistic Profile:



80% General American English

15% Yankee

5% Upper Midwestern

0% Dixie

0% Midwestern


Dinner with the Dad [16 Feb 2006|04:24am]
[ mood | happy ]

Had a marvelous night out with my Dad tonight. He took me to J.W.'s, a steakhouse in Lexington. I must say, I was more impressed with their waiting staff than their food. Yes, they cooked my filet correctly--medium rare; but my dad's lamb was raw. (Ew.) The one good thing about dinner was the lobster bisque--absolutely amazing.

We enjoyed good conversation over good, but overly priced food. It was an interesting evening.

My dad made a point to tell me how proud of me he was. That made my night.

Hope all is well in lala land!

[13 Feb 2006|08:00pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

<td align="center"> Audrey --
[noun]:

A person who has the ability to be invisible

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[13 Feb 2006|12:32pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I've made myself my own pretty hate machine.

A Wednesday Well Spent [08 Feb 2006|06:31pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

I went and had my comics signed tonight.

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